Where am I Going?

Talking to friends and family members, it seems that everyone knows what they want to do after graduation. Go to college, move, go out of state, start a career. And what am I thinking about doing after graduation? Not a single clue. I know I want to go to college. But where? I was interested in going out of state with my boyfriend, but now I'm really concerned about expenses and living situations. We both want to go to the same place, but different schools due to our interests in careers being different. I want to do something with law enforcement, whether it be a defense attorney, a police officer, or a forensic investigator, however, I want to do something with business too. My grandfather is giving me a huge list of schools to look at that have law enforcement and law courses available, where his friends who have been very successful have attended. He wants me to double major in business and criminal justice. Talking to my father's friend, he wants me to major in engineering and minor in law so that I can be a lawyer for an engineering company and fall back on engineering if the law enforcement thing does not work out. With all these decisions to be made, my head is left aching. I was really interested in doing the CIA internship during college. I was drawn to it, in a way that I knew that was what I wanted to do, but researching it, I realized that I couldn't speak to the people who meant most to me during the times that I was at work during the summer and a few years after college. I could not live without talking to my loved ones. I don't know what I want to do. What I want to major in. Where I want to live. Where I want to go to school. What I want to do in life. All I know is that I want to go start my life with my boyfriend, my best friend, and my biggest supporter. I'm sure we will figure it out before the school year ends. This year is EXTREMELY stressful and it's leaving me angry.